<>The Mark Of Death<>

The breakup

2011-04-30T14:23:00.003+08:00

It's jus came into my mind, that there's alot of things you wish we could do together. All I say was 'next time lor'. And, the 'next time' never really comes at all.

I dint really expect it to affect me so much, that I nearly got knocked down by a car cause I wasn't concentrating.

I really wish to be able to clear your doubts, but everything i say now will seem like excuses to you..I guess this is really the end.

This, may jus be my last blog post here. I wish u, all the best.

Love,
Alan

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2011-04-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

All ny worries are for nothing. Nothing at all.

I'm feeling super devastated now. Super. I hope it's jus my imaginations.

I really trust u baby. I really do. =(

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2011-02-06T23:51:00.002+08:00

Am I just trying too hard to maintain this relationship? Am I? Every small little quarrels makes me miss my heart pound by one bit. Maybe.. Jus maybe.. U might not be the one. Sigh =((
If only I could speak to someone and respond, and hear me out, ONLY hear mi out. I need no comments anymore. Maybe I should jus talk to a mirror. Sounds idiotic =/

2011-02-06T19:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, jus sometimes, I could hear a little voice in my head telling me 'maybe one, is better than two'. =(

2011-01-30T02:48:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i feel so empty in me. There's lots and lots of things to accomplish, but i dont know where to start.

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2011-01-25T02:20:00.003+08:00

I did all I could, I'm trying my best time and again, but why things always jus don seems right? At times I really couldn't take it, but I still swallow everything and carry on. I don't wan it to end just like that.

I find it hard to rant in twitter alr. And I tink i should stop myself for Gg into twitter and further hurt myself more.

There's Alot of things I wana say but I can't jus put it into words right now.

Sigh, disappointment, heartbroken.

(:

2010-12-30T23:28:00.001+08:00

Hello, I love you(:

Randomization

2010-12-27T05:00:00.004+08:00

Say "Hello handsome Junern"

Hello I'm finally in. I forgot the password and it took me a while to get it!
This blog is uber dead, so I'm here to rant(: My December Jones is offically screwed by the skin me and you forever together. I wanted a sunset and not the former -.- I can't even Navigate on that skin!

Some high-and-almost-drunk person just came home from a staff party at dbl O and is already sleeping like a dead log now. NO amount of whatsapp spam can wake him up. So here i am, blogging on behalf of him to keep it alive and yes, rant.

I'm having a mega headache and I've got no panadol. I'm feeling ultra hungry and no one awake to cook for me or drive me out to eat. URGH. This is plain torture.

But but at least i got a uber sweet phone call from that log. Haha. He's cute when he's high and almost drunk. The conversations were mad hilarious.

2010-12-07T03:11:00.002+08:00

Great, i suddenly have the feel to blog, cause i think somethings are only suitable to say here, since i've been pouring all my hearts out ever since~

To you,
It has been a mixture of feelings.

Maybe its because due to the past that has cause all this into mi.
Maybe when u heard wad happens in my past, u'd understand why.
Maybe its jus my commitment problem.
Maybe i'm too affected by what other people says.
Maybe, its all just an excuse.

Maybe i should leave the past behind, and start all over again.

I understand, i really do. ~~I jus need more time~~.

I really badly need someone close to talk to mi, like right now.

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2010-08-26T03:06:00.002+08:00

Been long since i blog. So yup..im back~

Feeling kinda troubled recently..cant explain..o wells..

Work has been fun..boss said i'll be cfm end of this month..woo..2 months only..so glad..

Still planning whether to continue study next year..maybe wait and see how it goes ba..and..ive decided..iphone 4 it shall be..oct 11 will be de date..muahaha..

sigh..duno wad to blog liao..tink end here lo..

Oh oh..AND shen zhen trip was fun..bt fun times ends fast..3 days short trip and i'm back..with a lost wallet too..ma de..bt still got back de wallet..without de money of course..o wellllls..

now really end liao..tata~

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2010-08-06T04:09:00.002+08:00

When the eye meets the eye,
You hear the pounding of the hearts.

When the hand touches the hand,
You feel the warmth of the blood.

When the lips touches the lips,
You feel the life around you.

New job

2010-07-07T01:42:00.002+08:00

Hoho..i'm back

been real busy this few days..jus started on my new job yup..haha..and, its not a design job sadly..bt its not something i don like too..haha..u all must be tinkin wad job it is huh..well..its being a waiter..and well..not exactly a restaurant waiter too..its beach waiter..woo..love de beach man..and further more..its at sentosa..yums..lol..thou its not my favorite beach..bt its alrite..so long its beach..woo..lol

Ppl there are nice..like workin there..=D

Still tinkin wad to do next..hmmmm

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Down

2010-06-13T02:08:00.002+08:00

Its 2.08am..i am dead tired..but i couldnt get myself to sleep..=(

Maybe because i've been too emotionally down this few days..and i hav used all my mental strength to push and pump and motivate myself too much..now..it needs a rest..and den all my emotions ran all over mi..haha..i guess once in a while a strong man needs a rest..

been restin too much recently..i duno it i am waitin for an empty hope? =/

Alan's words jus now did hit mi..maybe not words..tt particular sentence oni.."i believe alot of u..deep down..u feel empty", yea i do..thou wif frens around..i feel empty..at times..lyk something is missin in my life..i hav goals..dreams..bt at times..it feels so far for mi to reach..till i wish to give up..bt i noe givin up is nv a choice for mi..

lifes hard..it really is..bt its always when we overcome de hard times..den do we see colors in our lifes isnt it? if we don even dare to attempt or gave up half way when we cannot take hardship..we dont see colors in de lifes we live in..yea..bt its really hard..Alan Charles Chee How..don ever give up i tel u..go on go on..u can do it..believe in urself..be sure of wad u want..positive attitude..wadever it is..go for it..remember ur promise..remember..

should i take de risk? can i take de risk? will i be able to take de outcome? I heard this words from de sentence,"if u tink of de consequences first b4 u do something..u r tinkin about urself only"..hmm..how true is tt?

o well..enough emo-ing..time to buck up..HURRAH

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Wedding

2010-05-30T05:08:00.003+08:00

Went for my cousin Kevin Chua's and his wife Joan's wedding..

Lookin at the photo montage at every weddings, i guess every one, not only mi, can feel de undescribable feelin inside us.. i guess not only weddin photo montage, every other past photo bound to bring back flash backs of memories..how each and every single one of us grow..and luff at those silly little things we've done..

(i tink i am abit late to realise this..bt its always late den nv rite..haha..)This year is gonna be a great year for most of us i guess..turnin 21, growin adults..time to be more mature and tink..doin wad we r suppose to do..i hav a fren hu told mi,"y must we do this, y must we do tt?" i guess its because we r by right task to do it..we r all born with almost de same task..if there's so many "whys"..den first question urself y u r born in de first place i guess..haha..

alrite..its gettin late and my eyes r gettin heavy..time to sleep..nites all

(wish my cousin and his wife de best and only de best)

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Update

2010-05-18T16:35:00.002+08:00

OK..its been looooooooong since i update..time to clear de cobwebs

Days hav been kinda hard for mi nowadays..needa get a full time job now..income not v stable..hard times hard times..a mixture of stress and enjoyment..stress - it really is hardtime for mi now..enjoyment - it shows i am on de route to success i guess..haha..thou i don wish to admit..bt its always thru this tt we all grow..if life's without problems at all..den we aint growin at all..so enjoy de process guys..and u all will love de outcome..

some things i don wish to elaborate..i jus wish to say..some kind of bros i hav..i don even considered tt as bros..o well..i shall not let all this negative things affect mi..haha..

jus sent my resume to apply for media coordinator in walt disney..hope i can get de job..cant wait man..hahaha..

my whole body is aching man..awwww

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Fight

2010-05-04T04:03:00.001+08:00

Come on Alan, know why you are fighting. Know why you are doing all this. Keep going and keep yourself motivated!! If you don't even motivate yourself, no one can!! Jia you jia you!! Go go go!!!!!!

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HOT

2010-04-09T04:28:00.000+08:00

So so so so so so so so so hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot now now now now now now..

Feels lyk i am being pump pump pump pump pump pump pump up!!!!!!

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2010-03-21T01:10:00.001+08:00

Life has too much for us to learn..watched a show at channel 8 jus now..and realized that its not always what we will be in the future, bt wad we want to be instead..

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2010-03-04T23:00:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling so devastated now..how how? can anyone help? =(

2010-01-25T22:50:00.001+08:00

so freakin stress man =(

2010-01-13T02:10:00.001+08:00

i don understand at all man..i jus don understand =(

2010-01-05T22:45:00.002+08:00

Second day of sch td..not tt bad..haha..thou alot i don understand!! bt yeap..its jus de second day of sch..haha..

And.......got another proj on hand td..gosh man..thurs still got another sub..i am predictin tt there's gonna be at least another one more proj..which means there'll be at least a 4 projs on hand..wow..gonna be busy lyk hell man..bt..kinda lyk this busy life..haha..i tink i am jus crazy..bt as long as this busy-ness got nothing to do wif NS..it is totally fine wif mi..HAHA..don sound crazy after all huh..haha..well..gonna go do abit of research alr..till den~~~

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2010-01-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

Well..td is my 1st day of school..not tt bad..bt..its de 1st lesson oni and i already got 2 projects in hand..wow..tue and thurs will be a so call different subjects..which means..there will be a chance tt there will be projects comin in too..pffts..wish all well to mi..i neeeeeed mmmmmmooooooorrrrrreeeee TTTTTTTTTIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMEEEEEEE!!!

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2009-12-20T23:30:00.001+08:00

Don feel lyk bloggin anymore..

2009-11-29T12:54:00.002+08:00

wentuh watch ninja assasin wif xt and jumie yesterday..super nice movie..thumbs up for de action scene..lol

after movie go walk walk..den they had gals tok..i lyk transparent one..in de world of their own..lol

td gg back camp le..sian

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NEW MOON

2009-11-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

OMG LA..

NEW MOON IS COMIN OUT..ITS OUT ON THIS THURS..LOOKIN FOR PPL GO WATCH..ANYONE?

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poly clinic

2009-11-24T18:14:00.002+08:00

headed over to poly clinic alone td for my medical review..so pathetic..see doc oso go alone..haha..nuh still ok cos fast..poly clinic dam slow can..kao..9 plus reach 10 plus de register..12 plus de got to see de doc..walk here walk there..kao..

got another day mc for tml..and guess wad..thurs and fri is an off..so all de guys bookin out tml le..and? wads so great bout tt..de great thing is of cos...........i monday den go back..muahahaha..great

well..so many days off oso duno can do wad at home..haa..rest well ba..=/

mood not v good..cos when my leg still ok den keep rainin..when my leg lyk tt den sun comes out..kao eh..cannot play bball..pffts..

when de wind blows, it goes along wif it..till den..tata

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ROT

2009-11-22T02:31:00.000+08:00

Foot rot not gettin any better man..swollen td..

i gg see doc again tml..hope i can get att c..muahaha

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great

2009-11-21T12:29:00.002+08:00

last nite was great..

i enjoyed de nite..=]

i wish this nite don come often..cos if de same thing happens too often..it wont be enjoyable alr

i am happy

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2009-11-12T07:35:00.002+08:00

Alrite guys..i'm finally back to singapore..totally miss here and my house man..muahaha

basically australia is jus nothing la..if not for my foot rot!!!! argh..total new living life style..stay tune for de photos in my facebook..comin up soon after my frens tag mi~ haha

alrite..i'm off to rest..will update more soon..

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2009-09-24T00:09:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to mi
Happy birthday to mi
Happy birthday to mi~
Happy birthday to mi

haha..happy 20th birthday to mi..sounds so emo..haha

well..my lappy is down..so usin bro's lappy..

gg australia soon..been preparin de stores for australia..lucky for de whole of de days till go australia is wear admin except for combat shoot and stuff..shiok

as de days goes nearer and nearer to australia..there is a mix feelin in mi..one is happy and one is sian..sian of cos is go trainin again lor..bt most importantly is happy..cos finally can go australia eh..and guess wad..australia means last outfield le..means? ORD LO..finally la..haha..gg get my freedon soon..woots..haha

alrite..tts all for now ba..will blog more often..thou i noe my blog is so dead and emo le..no one tag one..bt nvm..i'll stil blog for myself to see in de future..HAHA..

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2009-07-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

hoho..one good long week end..jus tt its being cut off by a weekend guard duty bt its ok

fell sick yesterday..slight fever..bt now better le

o well..duno wad to update..no mood

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~~i tink i cared too much, forgettin tt i'm jus a fren~~

2009-07-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

Ok..de moment tt u all r waitin for..ok la..maybe alittle bit of u all r waitin for..i am postin~~

haha..alrite..things has not been gg v well in camp..

firstly..i aint feelin v good cos i wasn't promoted..i was told i din do much things tts y..maybe..maybe jus gettin ippt silver and passin soc jus aint enough..not tt i care whether i was promoted..i am jus an nsf..bt..since everyone was promotin except mi, in which me and my other frens tot i would be promoted bt i wasn't..i am curious and upset of cos..and i was told tt i dint do much things..o well..so be it..

secondly..i got 7 extras for one stupid reason..scannin for my fren de card..we din even noe tt its an offence lor..f**k..F**KING SF*..food so god darn f**king lyk SH*T liao..still dare sabo us..and wads worse is..its actually a god darn F**KING DB CASE..ma de..lucky things change to 7 extra..which is v painful oso..

lastly..i actually was not allowed to go for de AHM in which i so look forward and into because i lost to my buddy in camp in 2.4km..F**KIN loser man mi..F**KING disappointed wif myself..=/ and to make things worse..de other opportunity was given to a so call status in our company..makin mi feel as if i am not even compared to tt guy..haiz..really dam LOSER la..

actually there's still somemore other things bt this 3 is de most impact one..o well..july is jus not a good month for mi ba..=(

i don really wish to make this post..bt i tink this is de only place for mi to say everything out ba..haiz..everything jus don go right..

tink tts all for now..promise de next post will be a happier one..

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2009-05-10T01:51:00.002+08:00

its been a week since i got back from taiwan..home is really nice man..thou taiwan oso quite fun la..=x

booked out on thurs nite..fri went out..met liling and angela wif wee and jm..wentuh eat aston..not tt bad..quite nice..bt cost quite much too..haha..den went mj at nite..

td..went bball in de afternoon..quite alot of ppl came..xi ke i would say..yee hwee and issac..wads more surprisin is tt issac even went to eat steamboat wif us..HAHA..alrite..not funny..and yeap..i am home now bloggin..

bookin in tml nite..sian..next sun kena burnt..go become toy for de new commission officer i tink? or not even commissioned..o well..hu cares..faster finish faster end..zzzz

alrite..tts all for now..take care guys

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2009-05-05T14:14:00.002+08:00

Alrite..back from taiwan for quite some time le..nv blog..now back to blog

ok..taiwan was not so bad..cold..den come back singapore end up v hot here..buay tahan..haha..

trainin in taiwan was siong yea..bt its ok la..over already..one more step closer to ord lo..woot..

taiwan R&R was not tt bad..at least i get to go places tts outta singapore..haha..bought some things lyk de sun biscuit and pineapple tarts and stuff..haha..nice nice..

td bookin in le..fun days jus ends too fast..o well..

tink tts all for now..cant blog much oso..haha..take care guys

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2009-04-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

Taiwan here i come

Wed gg taiwan le..3weeks..till 1st may..i hope it will be v v enjoyable..haha..

suay sia..sun kena guard duty..dam suay..fri book out..sun morning book in..mon morning den book out..if not song song block leave till this wed go airport sia..AW..

k guys..come back from taiwan den post more..gettin lazier and lazier nowadays..take care all..

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2009-03-25T08:37:00.003+08:00

NTM is finally over..de 7 days stay in camp includin weekends feels longer den de 2 pathatic weeks in bmt..ppl says cos we ~~slept~~ slack too much in NTM..haha..

well..NTM wasnt as bad as i tot la..not alot of turn outs..oni 3 tyms..takin over..in de middle and handin over oni..haha..shiok shiok sia..got 5 days off..sunday den go back..woots..

well..NTM's over..de next big thing is of cos gg taiwan..WOOHOOO..taiwan..here i come..haha

Patience has its limits..hope u all noe

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2009-03-15T02:51:00.002+08:00

2009-03-15T02:37:00.002+08:00

2009-03-14T02:31:00.000+08:00

I needa stop thinkin..i needa stop

i needa rest..=/

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2009-02-21T08:52:00.002+08:00

ok..hi guys..here to blog again..no exercise golden creed..so i am out..no confinements..haha..

this week was a v v v v slack week..bt i duno y..de time seems to fly slow..=/

2ntm prep is finishin soon..and its startin soon..faster ord la..sick and tired..

o well..

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2009-02-13T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hey guys..i am back..FINALLY

all de hard shit in brunei has ended..

i wont elaborate on all..bt..ex normad was great..its a navex exercise..fun..slept in a hammock..haha

ex buaya was insane..gosh..lyk killin everyone..i believe tts wad everyone tinkstt way too..bt still..we gone thru it..oh yea..if feels great man..pullin thru everything..=D

and now..i am back in sg..de best feelin i ever had..at least for now..

tml is valentine..wish all couple enjoy ur valentine day..=D

guess i'm spendin this valentine alone as usual..haha..nahs..maybe might be draggin afew ppl along for bball tml..LOL..

okok..kinda tired..wan to sleep le..for those hu wans noe de shit i been thru in brunei can feel free to ask mi..haha

take care all

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BRUNEI

2009-01-30T17:16:00.003+08:00

lets say..in another 8 more hours or so..i'll be on de flight to brunei..and 10 hours later..i will be at brunei airport..14 hours later..at laikun camp..will anyone miss mi?

~~actually..i would rather u de only one missin mi..jus only u..is enough..~~

next update will be 2 weeks from td..take care all..i'll live and come back..ahas(tt was suppose to be a joke..bt i don seem to be able to luff..haiz)

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BRUNEI

2009-01-30T00:47:00.003+08:00

Its comin..finally..BRUNEI

the comin of it actually feels mi wif 2 different emotions : happy and negative

happy is cos de comin of it means its drawin us nearer and nearer to ORD..which in fact..is far..=/

negative is..well..hu feels positive gg to brunei? when wad u do there is not havin a vacation..bt trainin..o well..

I tot things will change..i tot persistance will change things..i tot wif will..there is a way..i tot it is gettin better..bt i was wrong..so wrong..things r gettin more and more negative each single day..

~~i don feel good..not a bit..~~

~~when i am alone..i tink alot..and when i tink..my heart ache..~~

~~its no good..it really isnt..and i don wish to bring this to brunei..no..not to brunei..i wont be able to do things well in brunei..~~

~~i am gettin moody now and den..i wish this to stop..i want this to stop..it has to stop~~

~~will things get better after i get back from brunei? wil it get better? will all this stop? can i stop? i wish to stop..i wan to stop..~~

~~i'm jus so useless..totally useless =(~~

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2009-01-28T11:14:00.003+08:00

Er..ok..its been real long since i last post..kinda busy..tts y..lol..(bad excuse..i noe)

Before i start..i would lyk to offer my thx to all my 4 commanders tts gg to ord soon..

firstly to section one sec comm (Ye guan jie): thx for being de friendlike commander to us..tokin to u bout problem was easy cos i dont feel any commander and man gap when tokin to u..thx for being a good listener too..and helpin us to solve most of de problem..take care and all de best in ur route ahead..=)

Next to section two sec comm which is my sec comm (Koh jing wee): thx for drillin all those disipline into mi us.. without all tt..i don tink platoon 7 will be wad it is now..de best platoon..and nearly a best sec in de whole battalion..if not for de FOOKIN RSM..Thank you v much.. thx for all de help too.. take care and all de best in ur route ahead..=)

Section three sec comm (Edmund cheng yuan boon): thx for all de jokes..wif u around..there will always be fun and laughter..more lyk a fren to everyone of us rather den a commander..thx for everything.. take care and all de best in ur route ahead..=)

Last bt not least..MG comm (Koo teng siang): thx for carin for each and everyone of us..even thou we aint ur section..thx for bein so frenlike to us in camp..tts all we need..thank you v much.. take care and all de best in ur route ahead..=)

Platoon seven will be grateful to u all.. thank you commanders!!

ok..i jus got back from malaysia yesterday..kinda fun..relaxin..free from worries..jus tt sometimes its abit bored..haha..mahjong there as well..not tt good luck..haha..

Brunei is comin..3 more days..will only be back 2 weeks after..returnin on valentine's day..sounds good huh? haha..single..good wad good....lol

hope things gets better den

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2009-01-17T09:18:00.002+08:00

ok..was actually tinkin to post last nite..bt i was really too too tired to post..

lets see wad makes mi so tired..had my guard duty on wed..went back on thurs morning..do stuff this and tt..den after lunch den u get to sleep..gosh..wake at 430,,prepar and head over to tekong..from there at 9 plus plus to 10..we start our march..for ur info..is de god dam csb(combat skill badge) march..32km!! and guess wad..we hav to complete it in 6 hours..gosh..24 km we took already 8 plus hour..and this 6 hours?! PLUS RIVER CROSSIN somemore ok..bt bt bt..we did it la..haha..in a remarkable timin of 5hours 43 mins..ok~..LOL..anw..it reallly was tiring la..

so yup..this basically was this week..

take care all

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2009-01-01T19:02:00.002+08:00

2008 has finally comes to an end..td is de 1st day of 2009

I don feel any happy or excitement..y?

Maybe cos i'm still in ns..haiz

Bt..i believe this year will be a good year..yea?

Next year will be better ba..as in my mood..cos ORD LO..haha..o well..

Countdown yesterday wasnt tt bad..bt wasnt tt good oso..don wish to say bout it..=/
Bt nvm..thx all for comin..=D

Happy 2009 all..

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2008-12-31T16:24:00.002+08:00

Bye bye 2008 , Hello 2009

Happy count down everyone..leave ur troubles in 2008 and bring all ur happiness into 2009 cos its a brand new year..

One year has passed..2008 has been a year of good and bad for mi..haha..infact..every year is lyk tt..well..still..hope 2009 is better..All de best everyone..

Happy countdownin..

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2008-12-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

Girlfrens? Brothers? i don understand man..=/
I really and sincerely hope tt u tink it thru..and don cos of her end our brotherhood..don repeat de same mistake bro.. HAIZ =/

Really lyk drama man..

Cut this unhappy thing short..

I'm havin my blockleave lo..wahahah..actually it started last wed la..jus tt abit busy so nv blog out it..now i can blog le..woot..life without ns really shiok shiok curry pok sia..bt all this is only short term la..de only real thing will only happen after ord..o well..lets jus wait and enjoy this short term of happiness yea?

Haiz..totally moodless..

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Failure me

2008-12-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

Recently..i found out tt i wasnt tt strong and my endurance is gettin low too..resultin in givin up so easily tt i've even forgotten de feelin of finishin a dam dam tough thing.. =(

I'm such a failure =(

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2008-12-14T13:42:00.002+08:00

YOU FIGHT FOR MI..I FIGHT FOR YOU.. - this is wad he ~~says~~ shout during urban outfield..stimulatin tt he is filmin a war movie.. AYE..FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND..

CB! IF THIS IS HOW U FUCKIN TREAT UR RUNNER..DEN I DUNO WAD U WILL DO TO US MAN..FUCKIN HELL..

For those hu duno hu i am tokin bout..let mi tel u all..he is our fuckin pc..want to noe more..ask mi..i can tell u all face to face..

FUCKIN PISSED!

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2008-12-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

Last week was dam tiring..seriously..after de 24km march and stuff..den field camp..i totally could not take it any longer and i collapse..=/

MO say its physical exhaustion..haiz..trainin really can kill man..

Next week there wil be a 16km march..lyk less huh..cos march de 24km le..this tym round..its 16km TATICAL MARCH..=((

They say it will stretch for 16 hours..DIE LA..

There might oso be another outfield..DOUBLE KILL

God..pls save mi..=(

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2008-12-01T16:17:00.002+08:00

Jus came back from navigation from upper mandai last nite..gosh..can die man..

for a moment my heart hurts dam bad man..lyk gg to die..carryin de god dam field pack ~~walkin~~ BASHIN upslope..lyk gg to die la..bt still..i am here..so means i am not dead..haha..bt really..it really is dam hard..

gg book in tonight..tml 24 km route march..wed and thurs outfield at marsiling..thurs nite book out..hopefully..haa..and it will be a 4 days off at home..woots..lol..

o well..gettin ready to book in le..

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2008-11-28T22:10:00.003+08:00

Things hav not been gg well in camp..thx for some fuckers..if u all wan noe can ask mi ba..

Next week will be a busy week..24km routemarch and 2 days out field..tiring

sick and tired of all this..=(

faster ord..faster faster..=/

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2008-11-23T12:01:00.002+08:00

hmmm..2 weeks nv blog le..so here to blog..

This few days v tired..had UO outfield last week..not tt bad..bt dam tired..abrasion on both my shoulders..awwwww..o well..i duno wad to blog oso..sian..blablabla

blablabla..

Bookin in tonight..even more sian..next week sun need go back again..navigation..which means..sunday kena burn~~..

Platoon prof test comin..

Brunei comin..DIE~

o well..

tts all for td..take care guys

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2008-11-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

Here to post before i book in =(

Actually..i oso duno wad to blog bout..haiz..cant remember bout wad happen and all those le..=/

Not feelin tt good..again..=(

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2008-10-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

BOOK IN LO..SIAN..

=(

2008-10-26T13:04:00.003+08:00

Here to blog once again..

This week wasnt a good week for mi..=(
Lets jus start wif monday..atp..my saw live range..my rifle wasnt fit to fight...end up wasted one whole monday there..den tue no need go..which means there will be one more day cater for us..which means..it maybe a weekend..=(
Tue..i nearly got my arm twisted durin icct/acct..=(
Wed..Csm not happy wif us..nearly burnt our nights out..lucky nv..=/
Thurs..de best day for de week..maybe cos i go guard duty..=]
Fri..after de celebration..which is 11 plus AM..we still hav to stay back for a recap on de icct/acct..gosh..end up 1 plus den go back..FURTHERMORE..I STEPPED ON MY SPECTS AND SPOILT IT..=((
Sat..Lost hundred over bucks for mj..=((((((((

Really no money le..was in debt 300 over bucks..thou is fren la..all keep tellin mi nvm..slowly..bt oso paiseh..no more mj for this 2 months le..at least return half of de money 1st..haiz..suay till de core..Stomach no feelin tt good this few weeks..duno y..o well

Later gg for steamboat..tym for some enjoyment..sigh..need spend again..haiz..next month onwards must start savin oso le..always say nv save..this tym..MUST!!! GRRRRR

till den

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2008-10-18T16:03:00.002+08:00

Yo..new blogskin..haha..eh..this blogskin is bout de movie slam..a movie which i missed..its bout a taiwan or wad country de boy hu plays basketball la..ahas

Alrite..and..uploaded some songs..time for a change le la..haha..so upload some of de song from jay's new album..muo jie zhuo..not bad la..actually still got one more song one..bt duno y keep failin..not a bad song oso la..de album overall wasnt tt bad..haha..so yup

Had platoon field camp last week..gosh..dam xiong can..whole body achin till now..argh

Felt lyk fallin out le..bt..still..i go thru..cheers..

Havin saw life firing next week..all de best for mi gettin marksman so i can hav de 200 bucks in my pocket..muahaha..

Till den..

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2008-10-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

well..here to blog again..

Went out td wif wee they all..cos its wee's bdae...so yup..happy birthday ar..
Spent hell lot td..spend almost 10 bucks for breakfast alr..den went marina square eat de wad restaurant...spent another 30 bucks..gosh..next week should start playin bball or wad only le..save money!!!!..haiz..

Been havin alot of tots runnin in my mind..Cheehow Cheehow..u ought to stop tinkin too much le..white hairs is beginnin to grow le yea..o well..

Field camp on monday..platoon one..tym for some real things..all set wif de all new blue tooth tes set..hope i don die..hope my saw don give mi IAs..haha..HOPE LA..

Till den..nite guys..

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2008-10-05T10:49:00.002+08:00

Went ecp yesterday wif de usual gangs bt added yen chin's fren..yup..of cos i was fun cos ecp is MY FAVORITE PLACE..cheers..haha

Bladed there..feel de sea breeze..dam shiok..life without army is dam nice la..bt its only short term..needa go back soon oso le..haiz..bt i noe ord will be a big difference le..still countin down..muahahaha

Had mac there..and god dammit..don ever eat de wasabi combo..its one hell ofva bullshit man..totally not nice at all..bt nvm..still finish it thou..

Chatted at pool after tt as i din play pool..suppose to share ghost story wif yen chin's fren bt..i din hav much of those stories..as in real life one..so ended up hearin theirs instead..duh..haha..

Went home after tt..haha..ok la..de day was fun la..lyk i said..its at ecp..LOL..and made some fresh new frens..haha..

AND AND AND..bomberman is dam excitin la..LOL..
alrite..take care guys..

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2008-10-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

ok..its been few weeks since i last blog..so..here it is..=)

Been havin platoon trainin lately..so means..full battle order almost everyday..climbin stairs here and there..o well..tirin tt is..tink tts bout it

I noe almost all de thing tt i've update r bout ns..haha..wad to do..most of my days now r in army..so i can only blog..still waitin for de day to come out so i can blog many many other things other den ARMY..o well..

Gg ecp tml..hopefully i can enjoy..ahas..

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2008-09-20T09:46:00.003+08:00

Booked out yesterday..haha..

This week was a long and moodless week for mi..duno y oso..

Bt..one thing i noe is tt i feel dam sian..maybe cos last tym we hav been workin hard for one thing..and tts de kakhi beret and guards tab..now we got it..no more target le..haha..

Faster go brunei..cos it only means we r gettin closer to ord..LOL

ORD..still long la..slowly wait..=/

Guardsman still ROCKS..sometimes la..ahas

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GUARDSMAN

2008-09-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN.. GUARDSMAN..

2008-09-07T16:09:00.001+08:00

Bunch of self-centered assholes..

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2008-09-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

Fieldcamp/Summex/GAC comin next week lo.. Next week will be a dam xiong week..BT NVM..COS

KHAKHI BERET ON THE WAY NOW..haha..lets survive thru this so my hard works don go to waste..pray for mi guys..muahahaha

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2008-08-30T11:39:00.003+08:00

Back from field camp le..song..bt for a moment oni la..haiz..2 weeks later got one more..5 days somemore..

I TINK I AM GG CRAZY SOON..AHHHHHHHHH..

PLS LA..WE R NSF LEI..NOT ADF LEI..MR SIAO 2IC..HAIZ..

CSM..PLS WAKE UP UR IDEA LA..DON ALWAYS TINK U R GOOD..GOOD OR NOT IS JUDGE BY OTHER PPL DE..NOT URSELF ASSHOLE..

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2008-08-22T20:43:00.001+08:00

Outfield next week..4d3n..tink is at lim chu kang..sian 1/2

Totally demoralised and moodless..haiz..

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2008-08-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

Dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan dulan

I AM SO GOD DAM DULAN..ROAR..

can someone pls come and save mi from this? argh..

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2008-08-13T10:58:00.002+08:00

Woot..block leave lo..

hmmm..gonna spend my leave wisely..haha..nan de..after so many tiring months..we finally get to rest for 1 whole week..or isit 6 days..haha..hu cares..its more than enuff..bt..i tink its for us to prepar for de next 2 week of chionging after this block leave ba..cheehow ar cheehow..prepar urself ba..

Been plannin to take Os next year..hopefully it is a success and i can do well..so i don hav to waste one year gg poly..all de best to mi..

OK la..i am gg to enjoy and enjoy and enjoy ENJOY HEY liao..(ok..tt was lame)

take care guys..haha

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2008-08-04T10:15:00.002+08:00

So long nv post le..haha..sry guys..kinda busy ma..

Well..done my heli repellin last week..so god dam fun la..not as hard as i tot..thou abit high..hehe..

Watch money not enough 2 yesterday..so funny eh..and de endin part so sad la..den wan end tt tym de whole screen turn black..den end up is cos there got prob..den gc compensate us wif a complimentary tic..shiok ar..lyk watch de movie nv pay lyk tt..haha..

ok la..tts de end of de post..kinda lazy to post oso eh..take care guys..ORD FASTER COME..

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2008-07-20T22:49:00.003+08:00

OK la..i tink i really kinda long nv post le..so here it goes

Well..am still in ns yup..tiring la..cannot tahan le i guess..

2 years faster pass pls..plss..plsss..........

Gosh..am gg crazy real soon la..

Headache..

Stress..

Roadmarch comin..HO SEH..FIELDCAMP..HOSEH X2

Anyone listen to mi?????????????????

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

O well..A post lyk no post..

guess de only good post will come on 100210..=(

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2008-07-07T12:22:00.002+08:00

Boring day..train and train and train..turnouts not out yet..wonder when it will starts..haiz..so tired and sian

Been helpin out in de ndp for some time..sat always kana burn..haiz

Pls end this fast........

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2008-06-23T18:58:00.001+08:00

HAIZ..so vexed..vex over money..vex over this and tt..waitin for hell to come by..tick tock tick tock..gg back camp soon..haiz..

ARGH..cant take it anymore la..=(..

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2008-06-15T09:37:00.002+08:00

Watched kungfu panda last nite..its a v v v nice and funny movie..movie recommended to watch..haha..worth de money..

Bought a beanie yesterday..duno if i look good in it anot..haha..o well..hu cares..it always look weird when u 1st wore it isnt it..hehe..HANDSOME PPL WEAR WAD OSO HANDSOME ONE..LOL..

Ok..nothing else to say le..gotta say byebye..

take care guys

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2008-06-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

POP lo..td's pop parade was great..really enjoyed..from preparation to pre-parade to de final parade..woots..i tink we did v well for de parade..am totally proud of myself..haha..o well..tt marks de end of my BMT..up next..duno de route yet..bt..i tink i will continue my AIT phrase in one guards ba..which means a good game for mi..haha..good luck to mi oso..don tink will be postin out la..prepar for a khaki beret..haha..o well..

i tink de signin on plan is called off ba..cos they oso don wan mi..and i oso don feel lyk it le..no freedom at all..so totally not mi if i sign on..haha..so yup..god's by my side for failin mi to get in..hope it will continue to stay by mi and let mi post out to become driver..=p..ok..lets stop dreamin..haha..

alright..next bookin in day is tue nite..duno wad it will be lyk when we r in..so yup..all de best for mi..

Gg enjoy de rest of my book outs..till den..haha..take care all

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2008-06-08T07:41:00.002+08:00

OK..jus a brief one..POP next week lo..cant believe its so fast..yup..bt its gonna be a tiring week next week..

monday
24 km route march..FOR THE WHOLE BATTALION..MEANS ALL MARCHIN TOGETHER..haha..sure shag..
tuesday
POP parade rehersal..and recruits nite =)
wednesday and thurs
POP parade rehersal
fri
POP lo..haha..

Fri i wil noe whether i am postin out or stayin le..its only den will i noe wads my next step of my life be..haha..o well..guys..wish mi success in whichever way..

alrite..tts bout all i guess..take care..

2008-05-31T09:58:00.003+08:00

Hey guys..i'm finally outta field camp and after 3 "tough" day..i finally gets to book out and i am now sittin in front of my god dam lappy..woot..

field camp is hem hem.."fun"..ok la..its tirin.."fun" and learns kinda lotsa stuff..Basha..self scrap..fire trench..gosh

now..bak at home..made a major decision..hope this decision is a good one..bt if ever i can stil change it.. i will..bt for now..i tink kinda hard..o well..maybe this is wads good for mi..good luck to mi..=)

tts all for now..gonna enjoy de rest of my book out days..next post on next book out..stay tune..haha

2 more weeks to POP lo..PO PO P

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2008-05-18T11:26:00.002+08:00

Oh oh oh..i totally forgotten to blog a post.haha..

Alrite..jus a brief one..gg for field camp next week..sian..they burn one of our weekend..haiz..means next week cannot book out..haiz..bt nvm..2 weeks after field camp is my POP lo..woot..they sa life after tt will be better le..jus tt trainin more xiong..they lookin for performance and lesser disipline le..o well..maybe i might be able to do better? haha..alrite..lets not tink so far 1st..lets hope field camp goes fast..and hope it will be fun so it will keep mi gg and time goes fast..pray for mi guys..haha..

alrite..tink tts bout all..take care guys

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2008-05-04T12:35:00.002+08:00

Well..maybe wad army say is true ba..ppl wif lesser hair tends to cannot tink properly..haiz
I cant believe i actually made tt choice yesterday..
o well..haha..kinda heartbreakin actually..bt..its alrite..haha..its always hard in de 1st place isnt it..it will soon be over..haha..and since its not de 1st tym..soooo..it will be over very very very soon..i guess? ahas..hmmmmmmmmmm =/

Gonna book in td..kinda sian and not lookin forward to it..cos not really in de mood..=/
Not sure wad de trainings r for de week..bt there r 2 i kinda look forward to..which is de IMT (some wad arcade kinda shootin..to prepar us for de live rounds..cool huh..ahas) and urban ops (not sure hav anot lei..sirs say got..its something lyk an operation to go into a buildin to find "terrorist"..haha..sounds lyk counterstrike huh..haha)..yups..hmmm..

Mood = low

take care guys..it wil be another week b4 i can post again..haha

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2008-05-02T15:14:00.002+08:00

Yo guys..sry..was v busy de other tym so din post tt i am bookin in le..bt its alrite..i got "some" time now la..so i post alittle..haha

so yup..book in on sunday tt tym..den do de samethings on de 3 days in camp..got to book out on weds nite cos thurs is a holiday..bt..we hv to book in on thurs nite cos fri doin route march..yaya..some ppl don wan cooperate..tts y end up we hav to redo it..so yup..td is de day we route march..not tt bad la..not as bad as de last one..cock up..haha..and yup..as a reward..we got to book out early..haha..bt still considered punishment la..needa book in..if not straight away till sun one sia..haha..this week is a short week..yup..next week will be a long one..field camp comin soon..sian..live firin comin soon oso..lookin forward to it..cool..haha

alrite..tts all for now i guess..take care all..

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book out

2008-04-26T19:54:00.005+08:00

book out book out day, book out book out book out day

Alrite..this is de 1st tym for us to book out after de 2 weeks confinement..feeling..GREAT..haha

Sry guys..cant post much bout inside stuff..cos if post somthing wrong its against de law..awww..basically..everyday doin almost de same things lo..haha..so yup..kinda sian..lol..

bookin in tml le..2130 need reach..sian..one day off nia..haha..nvm..next week will be a better week..o well..tml morning gotta buy alot of stuff..ns stuff..sian..haha..

alrite.i tink its bout it..take care guys..

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2008-04-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Alrite..postin one last post b4 i go ns tml..

So..yup..few years bak i was still tinkin of ns..and now..its jus barely a day more b4 i goes into ns..haha..830 tml..ns..lets own it or get owned..lol..so yup..guys..wish mi good luck..

I tink tts all i can say..i tink i will hav more to say when i come bak..so yup..take care guys..cya when i am out..haha..

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2008-04-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

Here to blog. Bloggy blog blog. If not i go NS no more tym to blog..lol..ok..random (my..this word has been runnin thru my ear this few days. Duno y my frens starts to say this word..haha)

Well..chalet starts on de 4th..went down late..cos went to buy food..spend over 80 bucks on it..buy buy buy..after tt go to de chalet..mahjong..haha..lose 21 bucks i tink..lucky kf see i wan go ns so he deduct 8 bucks..haha..thx kf..LOL

5th..slept at round 5am? den one fkin lame guy came in and keep shoutin good morning and this and tt to irritate us..god dammit..lucky our perseverence is good..and he find it sian cos no one was affected so he went out..bbq tt nite..had a little food and den went over to aljunied to find de "2nd ah pek"..drank de talisman and den head bak..dam fed up and unlucky..don wan emphasize it..those wan noe de ask mi urself ba..meet yk and headed off to chalet..ate some more things..food buy too much liao..no one eat one..tried to stuff alot down and there is still dam lot left..in de end..we give up..headed up to mahjong..won some money in de end..

6th..after mahjong..de rest go sleep..den see no space le..mi and yk go eat breakfast at 5 am..go eat mac..den after tt go de park walk walk..ok..i noe 2 guys go sounds gayish..bt..not tt bad la..keep mi "awake"..after tt head bak to chalet at round 7 plus or 8..i tried sleepin awhile..gy send de gals and yk home..den i tink better don sleep le..later cannot wake..den went home wif kf and wee..(was dam dulan wif something tts y went off wif kf and wee 1st)..

got home at 10 plus..bathe and sleep..wake at 7 plus and after tt go out wif yc and gy they all..end of story..

chalet was.........................................................a total failure..sian..things jus don go right la..lesson learnt..next tym wont do wrong again..o wells..

7th..monday..wake at 10..bathe and prepar to go out..fren still sleepin..end up 2 plus den head off to town..eat de suki sushi..gosh..its dam worth..better den sakae..try it at cine 4th floor beside cathay cinema and u will noe y..after tt went for k box..had fun td..den after k went over to esplanade to slack..after awhile de gals goes off 1st den we guys go eat again..den go home..

having sore throat now..hopefully tml will be better..eatin sushi again tml..woot..eat more sushi b4 i goes in ns..favorite food lei~..lol..

And last bt not least..don be sad la (u noe hu u r)..u still got mi alrite..chill and cheers..=)

take care everyone

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2008-04-01T22:52:00.003+08:00

Came bak from malaysia on sun..
Dam irritated there..i din noe now de trend of clearin de tomb is to start some fireworks..dam childish..and one of them shot towards my neck..and they still hav de cheek to tel each other tt they hit ppl..other den sayin a sry..trip to malaysia this tym..fkin bad..duh

Worked on mon
My last day at work le..wentuh watch shutter after work wif danica and cham..not a bad show..lol..recommended by mi to watch..den after tt go serangoon gardens eat..den acc danica home..and gosh..danica's dog is sooo cute (note..its ur dog..so don get too happy bout it..lol..mee mug..HAHA)..played wif her at de gate for awhile la..den after tt cab home wif cham..well..not a bad day..BT..danica says tt she watch de shutter liao scared..ask mi acc her work morning..darn..i am actually ok wif it la..cos nothing to do ma..BT..i reach home at 3 plus..which is till ok la..got to bed on 4..still ok..and now comes de not ok part..i actually got insomnia (Corrected)..totally cant sleep..omg lor..den got up at 8 and prepar go "acc" danica..shag..

(to danica: eh..cos cham say ur dog lyks guys ma..so i assume its a female dog..LOL..oops..)

well..i tink tts all ba..take care guys

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Ah bing ge

2008-03-28T16:18:00.001+08:00

Alrite..its cfmed..NS on de way..nvm..maybe its de best for mi liao..come out den decide wad to do ba..success to mi..=) o wells

Gg malaysia td..shao mu..will be bak on sun..take care guys

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Pissed

2008-03-25T00:59:00.007+08:00

Alrite..kinda piss wif someone td..i don tink tt person noe la..cos its already in his character now le..so yup..noe u so long le..so i guess i hav to bear ba..haiz..no point tokin bout it over again liao..it din help..seriously..tt tok tt tym din help..nt only to u..bt to some others..maybe mi..well..tt only u all will noe..

PLS..LYK I SAID..PLS..GET DE POINT RIGHT..DON SAY THINGS TTS OUTTA POINT..COS IT STARTS PISSIN PPL..I DON WANA SAY IT TO U COS..IT WILL ONLY MAKES THING WORSE..AND U NOE IT..DUH~

I don wish to say it sometimes..bt..i jus cant help..when this thing 1st started..its kinda funny la huh..bt as ppl go on and on and starts sayin it to everyone else when sometimes..things tt we say r seriously and u starts sayin,"happy anot lyk tt..i agree wif u u happy?"..it really pissed ppl off..really..haiz..

Don wana tok bout it le..

Oh oh..went ta watch horton wif danica choo td..hmm..tt movie wasnt tt bad afterall..meaningful la..and was lyk waitin for jojo(Jesse McCartney) to tok lo..end up he only voice out in de endin part..wif only 3 words..tt does not include de AH tt he said..watch it and u will noe wad i am tokin bout..wentuh youtube when i got home and search for de horton thing..and guess wad..i am not de only one watchin de movie for Jesse..LOL..de rest of de ppl were too..gosh..bt ya la..at 1st was for Jesse..bt when de movie end..i find tt it wasnt tt bad too la huh..haha..so..catch it..=)

tts all for now..nite guys..

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Another new day

2008-03-23T01:41:00.004+08:00

Here to blog..i noe alot of u guys r waitin for mi to blog..yaya..LOL..

Catched vantage point earlier on td..nice movie..u guys should watch it..Alot of movies r nice nowadays..wanted to watch..bt i guess wont hav de chance to watch le la..gg army soon le..guess wad u all said came true..happy le ba..haha..well..alrite man..whichever i go..i will be successful in de future..and i hav to..keep those un-nice stuff in u all de heart ba..i don need it..really..=)

Been hurtin myself ACCIDENTALLY(for danica's info, forgotten this word..haha) alot lately..duno wad de hack is happenin..dam..

Hav not been gg out wif some pals(if tts wad its called)..busy..i guess so r they ba..tts y i wasnt called(alrite..some did called jus tt i reject it or was really busy..duh~ =x)..gonna mit up some real good pals next week or something before gg into army..yeap..thou they r still gg in de same unit as mi la..haha..bt maybe not same platoon ma..haha..

Alrite..i guess i stop here man..good luck to mi..and of cos to u peeps la..haha

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Friday, 14 march

2008-03-19T14:23:00.002+08:00

I tink i forgot to post bout 14th march..de gatherin all those..alrite..so here it is..

alrite..was mahjongin till morning on de 13th march..and din sleep all de way..went out in de morning of 14th march..met my "mom" at tbps and went up to get de 10,000bc ticket..and await cham's ("uncle") arrival..went in straight after tt..was so tired tt i fall asleep few tyms inside de theatre..i swear if ever i am gg out or wad..de day b4 i am not gonna mahjong or wad le..its so dam tired..after movie..went down to tbps to help cheu ling awhile..den headed off to sakae sushi..ate only afew..i swear this is de least i hav eaten..and i wanted to sleep le..feelin so full..

Went off after tt and met de ites at boon keng mrt station..went for steamboat..gosh..and i swear again..this is de least i hav eaten oso..dammit man..waste dam lot of money td man..watch movie sleep..eat buffet eat little..awww..really..no more mahjong de day b4 gg out..

Outin wif de ites is fun..too bad for those hu cannot or don wish to turn up..missed out last gatherin..took alot of photos..memories kept..=) Nv regret knowin u guys..erm..at least..most of them la..haha..ooops

alrite..tink tts all for now..take care guys

and gals of cos..=x

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A new friend, a lost budd.

2008-03-17T00:45:00.004+08:00

Alrite..i guess this will be my longest post..so yup..Lets begin~

It all started out when we are all in primary school (info for those who duno wad primary school i was in..its shuqun primary)..when we r in pri 3..we got into de same class..we as in de few frens now..primary sch frens..yeap..not really tt close yet..cos its only for 1 year..bt at least we r still a hi bye frens when we r there..so yup..after pri 3..we r seperated..i was in a different class den..bt lyk i said..we r still a h bye frens in sch..=)

Alrite..PSLE over..we headed over to sec sch (info for those who duno wad sec sch i am in..its hongkah sec)..i din noe u r in de same sch as i am..till when we saw it each other i guess..bt yup..still a hi bye fren..den when i was in sec sch..i got a sudden passion for bball..i guess tts wad brought us together..as budds..cos no matter wad..we shared de same interest..so yup..we r budds as soon as tt..which i tink is sec 3? yup..and tt was lyk already a 6 year fren..we were frens for 6 year..and after tt we become budds..yea..tt was wad i tot as budds..i duno wad u tink..and we was lyk playin bball everyday or so after sch..and yup..we enjoyed..

Sec 4 came..i couldn't continue sec 5..so i went over to ite..bt still..we r still as close? which is wad i tot..i duno bout u..still de same..bball..i try as much as i can to head over for bball..tried to form a team bt failed..bt still..we r happy? we r lyk closed budds and we shared alot of things..thou i cant remember wad u shared wif mi bout urs..bt i do remember i shared alot bout mine stuff wif u..bout sch..any "chio" gals..and even which gal i lyk so and so fore..yeap..and we r lyk 8 years of frens and 2 years of budds? tt was still wad i tot de other tym..yea

Things start to change soon..and i tink u noe it too..i shared wif u bout this gal i lyk..yeap..and u listen..and told mi all de advise u can huh..bt there is jus this strong feelin tt i got tt u lyk her TOO..and its true..u secretly went out wif her..yeap..maybe u got a different tinkin..from wad i noe..when u noe ur budd lyks a gal..u wont go for it too rite? bt ya..u went for it..maybe ur tinkin was different..lyk when u lyk a gal..jus go for it..or isit tt u don treat mi as a budd..tts wad i began to doubt..yup..i was devastated when u 2 got together den..i expected an apology from u..yeap..bt maye eur face is more important..nothing was heard..bt still..i wish to thank you..cos its u hu let mi noe tt she isn't my type of gal..and i am glad she din choose mi tt tym..yup..THANK YOU..and i tink u found out tt she wasnt ur type too..and u 2 broke up 1 month later..

Things goes on as normal..we still go out..eat..movie this and tt..as budds? maybe not budds for mi and you..best fren maybe is de word..cos de incident already told mi tt..u aint really as great as i tot..yeap..now..another pri sch fren pop out..its a gal anw..yeap..she's got a bf..bt..she came in and become part of our group (group as de those pri sch and sec sch pals)..yeap..and we went for outin all tt..soon enough..she had some problem wif her undettachable bf..bt i noe its definitely not de responsiblity of anyone of us IN DE FIRST PLACE..well..soon enough..i got to noe tt she lyk u..and was asked to help to ask whether u lyk her too..well..maybe i was jus too "over de past thinkin"..i jus got a feelin tt u lyk her too..she lyk u and u lyk her..yeap..perfect rite..jus nice..jus tt u love ur face too much to tel her too..and u denied when ppl asked..bt i can tel..i can see..not only mi..maybe de past hav made de other see it too..and they noe it too..well..soon enough..de both of u got together..same thing..secretly gg out 1st..which was found out secretly as well by us..and now..u guys got together..no surprised..got together when she and her bf's stuff is not over yet..maybe she told u she told de bf tt everything is over..bt do de bf think this way? u noe de bf too..she told u alot bout him i guess..bt u jus go ahead..we frens here r really concern wad will happen if he finds out..bt u r jus there..don care..jus goin ahead wif her..and so we decided to give up and don care too..u can jus go honeymoon mood wif her..we wont care oso le..cos it isnt de 1st tym u r doin it oso anw..experienced i might say? 1st guy victim was mi..de next was her bf..u jus enjoy takin away wad others lyk/love huh..u've changed dude..no longer de same budd or best fren i noe..And for ur info..i so don lyk de gg ns stuff joke u all said de other tym..at least one of de "joker" apologised..and since he noes i am not happy..i guess u too will noe..bt..yea..i noe..ur face is much much more important den anything else..and nothing was heard as well..and u jus carry on wif things as if everything was fine..i all along tot tt if ur best fren is stress bout this and tt..u all should encourage? bt all i heard was critisized and this and tt..maybe its jus a joke i tot? bt this joke is too much for mi to take it..maybe i was jus so not ur best fren? yea..and from den on..we r driftin apart again..from budd to best fren..i tink now is only a good fren? or maybe jus a fren..lyk wad we were when we r in pri sch..bt..jus tt maybe its still better den de hi bye fren..

And now..TODAY..we r suppose to go play bball..and u greeted us wif a "duno us" face..for ur info..we aint intendin to go down anw..and yup..wad's worse was you sayin u wana go off..when we jus got there not long ago..i ask u y..u said cos nothing..wif tt black and act cool face..maybe u r jus not in a good mood..bt dude..we dont owe u alrite..and lyk i said..we aint intendin to go down td de..jus to give u face..and btw..i aint in a good mood too..bt nvm..we still go on for dinner..wif ur "gf" (i don even noe if its considered yet..cos its still underground i guess? anw..she is pri sch fren of ours.) ..and u r jus sittin there..actin cool again i guess? after tt u wanted to go home..i tink is ur "gf" wanted to go off and u r gg to send her home..yeap..and wad happen..no bye was said..u jus turn ur head and go off..maybe we noe each other too long le..so u tink tt was not needed huh..for ur info..its basic courtesy..no matter how long we noe each other..yeap..and i tink mi and some other pals r drifting further and further away from u..and if this persist..we might jus become lyk wad we hv started wif..a hi bye fren..and this is de worse thing i would wan it to become..

i noe someone will hate mi for writin all this and not tellin her straight..maybe u will hate mi too when u noe bout this..cos i tink she will tell u when she saw this..i guess..

Or maybe..jus maybe..tt u hav already been dislykin mi all along? bt seriously..i don care already..

If we could jus go bak to de past..maybe things might change? or will still remain de same..

O well..hate for all u wan..i am prepared..

Thx for those readin..i noe its long..bt..i jus wish to say everything out..and erm..i duno u all can understand ma..don understand can jus ask mi..don correct mi..i am lazy to do amendment..haha
Feelin better after sayin all this..blogger rulez..=)

And i feel so bless wif few other true budds..ite brought us together..haha..lyk gay huh..

nite pals..=)

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Tired

2008-03-11T22:57:00.003+08:00

Been workin for de past few days in de IT show..lyk wad i mention is my previous posts..THERE R REALLY ALOT OF BABES..gosh..

Alrite..enuf of de IT show thing..parent head off to china yesterday morning..start my clothes washin td le..not tt bad after all..tryin to be independent..if not go in army die..

Well..hope DAE works..or army really is on de way le..o well..

I got alot of things to say..bt i see no one to turn to..

Feelin kinda headachy nowadays..Might start my personal army trainin wif yk soon..since hope of gettin into sch is dim..bt nvm..saw a fren's fren's blog which says.."Upset but accept"..not a bad phrase..haha..Bt does hav some plans after army le..hopefully it dont fail again lor..yk..u and mi jia you ba..(ok..it sounds gay..=x)

tts all ba..nite guys

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Hope?

2008-03-08T00:26:00.001+08:00

Your application is unsuccessful..haiz..failed to get into a poly..tts wad i heard and see..bt..news comes and tels mi tt there is some problem wif de results..will i be affected? will i eventually gets into a sch? haiz..lets jus wait and see on sat nite ba..wish mi luck all alrite?

gg eat and gg sleep soon..nite guys

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2nd day

2008-03-07T01:24:00.002+08:00

2nd day of IT fair td..gosh..dam lot of gals man..haha..bt tt ass fren of mine sabo mi and got mi into de warehouse instead.only left tt place few tyms..BT...still see lotsa gals..hehe

tym now..1.25am..gosh..and i am still not turnin in..wakn at 7 tml..gosh..gonna sleep soon..

tml wearin bak de same sony shirt..WITHOUT WASHIN..lucky i in warehouse..seldom walk..so sweat abit only..bt still stinks abit?

alrite..i gg sleep le..take care guys

Oh ya..result postin td at 14oo..well..wish mi luck..gotta see it at nite..

bye all

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Friday

2008-03-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

Result out at Friday at 2pm..gosh..well..good luck to mi den..

1st da workin at de IT show td..not bad..12 workin hours..machiam 2 hours of work..10 hours of break lyk tt..haha..easy money?Lookin forward to tml..haha..de sony model r dam pretty and sexy can..haha..gosh..

alrite..gg bathe and sleep soon..nite guys

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Bad bad bad

2008-03-05T01:32:00.002+08:00

Alrite..dammit..watched a money wastin movie td..ya..Li ling's rite..mit de spartans is not a nice show..damed..money wasted..not recommended by mi..

alrite..gotta go sleep soon le..tml startin de IT show thingy le..gotta work le..till sunday..nite guys~

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Drama?

2008-03-03T23:21:00.003+08:00

As de day is approachin..i am scared..will i get into a sch? or eventually end up in army..well..hu cares..

As de news comes..i start to tink bak wad zw says..is so lyk drama..love story..haha..i really does looks lyk..well..i cant believe tt u can come up wif SUCH a decision. oh well..its still ur decision..so..i am ur fren..so i will jus wish u good luck..=)

(ok..i really tink tt its an irresponsible decision..how can u jus don care? oh well..hope if u really see this..don be offended..bt i doubt u will see)

Alrite..bak to main point..work this few days as usual..dam shag already..gg to work in de IT show this comin march 6-9th march..gg get some IT stuff maybe..bt definitely gg to get a 4gb memorystick for my psp..woot..haha..4gb memorystick means more games..double woot..haha..oh gosh..i tink after readin danica's blog..my typin style's beginin to look lyk her's..gosh..=x

Yea and maybe gg to get a portable harddisk..haha..i'll see my postin result and see whether i should get it..hehe..

alrite..tink i end here..tml workin morning..shag..haha..nite all

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Feb 29

2008-02-29T21:53:00.002+08:00

Its feb 29..yea..danica is rite..its gonna be another 4 years b4 this day comes again..so it is a MUST to blog...sooo..happy feb 29 to everyone..

Well..since it is such a "big" day..lets all shall not tok bout unhappy things alrite..

I noe this is stupid..bt..haha..this is my FEB 29 RESOLUTION..LOL

Lets begin shall we:

1)Lets jus wish tt de world is forever peaceful, And tt god dam terrorist hu escape from de detention thing recently be caught..asshole..

2)I wish i can get into a sch, ya..(u all shall not get wad u all wish)

3)Family Health good

4)OK..i noe i am gettin dumber and dumber each line

5)Good luck to everyone

I hav no eyes to see everything..tts all for td..last bt not least..a happy feb 29 once again..be sure to catch de leap years..=)

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MYOB

2008-02-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hmm..i tink its tym i really jus mind my own business.

Time and time i tries to help some of my friend, or I thought I could help my friends, it turns out that I'm a busybody to them maybe? And might make the matter worse.

So well..Mr Chua Chee How, PLEASE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS PLEASE..THX ALOT..

Catched L changed de world..not as nice as i tot..bt still..satisfatory..=)

Off td..went to nyp in de morning to hand in my forms..and turns out tt i din bring my N level cert..wasted trip once again..shag..den headed over to town to mit de rest for sakae..yum yum..and after tt pool and off home..

Up next..thurs gg to nyp again in de morning..hope everything goes on successfully..=x..den after tt headin to rp for their DAE application..Jus really hope i can get into a poly man..awwwww..

(HAIZ..Isit true of wad u all said..u all really tink i cant get into a poly? NS is my way already? you said its not a matter of want to get in anot..is a matter of can anot..seriously tt shag mi..i noe u all r jokin..BT..I seriously cant take this joke..tt explains my mood change jus now..bt well..u all wont noe anw..cos..nvm..)

(and..don tel mi bout controllin all tt..it sux to hear it over and over again wif no changes..=P)

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Graduation

2008-02-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

Graduation td was boring..needa wear formal for de ceremony..had i known tt its boring..i wont go le..so no need wear formal..jus go later abit..wear casual..and can sleep more oso..haha..after graduation..i heard tt there is this thing call DAE (direct admission entry) for ite grads wif gpa lesser den 3.5..for nyp oni..cos my fren say nyp wan ite student cos de lecturer there don wan waste tym and teach basic already..well..of cos i went to apply..rp's DAE heard is on 28th..

Went to zw hse to apply..bt found out tt need print things this and tt..den nv apply..went home and apply and print le..

meanwhile at zw hse majong..not bad..i share wif terence..each take home $6..wahahaha..den after tt poker..and i win another $10..gosh..haha..

after tt at 710..catched cj7..not tt bad..touchin in de end..(and gv's cheesy pasta is not tt nice, not recommended to buy..=x)

went home after tt..end of de day..

not a bad day afterall..haha

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La la la

2008-02-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

Ignorance is a blessing

Feignin ignorance is a bad feeling

Its now up to ur choices to do things le..

Ur choices will be ur future

Good luck..

=)