Sunday, November 15, 2009
Mood's been gg up and down lately..i tot i'll be happy back in sg,,i am happy..in fact very happy..jus..sigh..i duno how to explain..
hav had a good 1 week plus off..bt looks lyk there aint anything i can do oso..ppl r busy..frens r busy..works..army..etc etc..
foot rot not gettin any better..been havin de medicine on time and all..bt it still lyk don work..maybe de person's mood hav something to do wif de speed of healin? haha..alrite..tt was meant to be a joke..
sometimes i'm full of hope..so full of it tt i can actually overcome anything..
but..sometimes..i feel hopeless..so so hopeless..till i duno wad i can do bout it..
sigh..anyone can help? =/
i doubt anyone is listenin..
persevere..miraicle do happens sigh[end]
9:31 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Alrite guys..i'm finally back to singapore..totally miss here and my house man..muahaha
basically australia is jus nothing la..if not for my foot rot!!!! argh..total new living life style..stay tune for de photos in my facebook..comin up soon after my frens tag mi~ haha
alrite..i'm off to rest..will update more soon..
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7:35 AM
Monday, October 19, 2009
i open up de blogger page, and i stared at de screen for a good fifteen minutes, and i duno wad to write. Sigh
Flyin off to aussie soon, mood hasnt been really up until yesterday's club..and after de club..it jus switch back without a single warning.. fuck tt
i don wish to admit..i hate to admit..i don WANA admit..bt i've realised..tt i've fallen for you..every step i take..i fall into a deeper hole..everytime i wana go back..i slided..falling even deeper down. i don wish to see you..for i am afraid tt i would not wana leave after tt..bt everytime i don see you..i wish i am seein you..my mind is on u almost all de time when i aint doin anything..i tried to tink of other things..really..bt u jus keep comin back..at times..i wish i could tel u everything..how it all started..how it went outta control in mi..bt de time nv seem to come..maybe if u din tel mi u r leavin..i'll nv realise this feelin tts hidden deep in mi..u make mi realise wad i really wan..bt if i had known wad i really wan is killin mi..i rather not noe anything at all..how i wish i aint fallin in love..cos before u can taste de sweetness..u will hav to taste de thorns..all over de body..outside..inside..de heart..yes..tts de most painful one..and u do realise..sometimes..after sufferin de pains..u don get to even taste de sweetness at all..i duno y i'm sayin all this in here..knowin tt u could see it too..bt i tink this is de only place i can jus say and shout it out loud..and see it all bounce back at mi..right into my face..makin mi realise how stupid and funny of mi to suffer all this..MI..MR CHUA CHEE HOW ALAN..ACTUALLY IS SUFFERIN FROM A LOVE SICK..HOW FUNNY..
u're leavin..i wish i can tel u everything before u leave..
i duno if i am callin u tml..i'm afraid i'll miss u so much if i don see you..Seems lyk i still called you..i'd rather see u more and miss u later
i duno how i gonna pass de 3 long weeks in aussie man
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1:16 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
Leavin in australia on monday. bon voyage to me..haha.sounds so emo.
i reven anaw eb a ressap yb, m'i oot diputs ot ezilaer taht i rla ekil uoy ni eht tsap. efil sah oot ynam sterger, i t'nod naw uoy ot eb eno fo ti.
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8:01 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Happy birthday to mi
Happy birthday to mi
Happy birthday to mi~
Happy birthday to mi
haha..happy 20th birthday to mi..sounds so emo..haha
well..my lappy is down..so usin bro's lappy..
gg australia soon..been preparin de stores for australia..lucky for de whole of de days till go australia is wear admin except for combat shoot and stuff..shiok
as de days goes nearer and nearer to australia..there is a mix feelin in mi..one is happy and one is sian..sian of cos is go trainin again lor..bt most importantly is happy..cos finally can go australia eh..and guess wad..australia means last outfield le..means? ORD LO..finally la..haha..gg get my freedon soon..woots..haha
alrite..tts all for now ba..will blog more often..thou i noe my blog is so dead and emo le..no one tag one..bt nvm..i'll stil blog for myself to see in de future..HAHA..
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12:09 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
hoho..one good long week end..jus tt its being cut off by a weekend guard duty bt its ok
fell sick yesterday..slight fever..bt now better le
o well..duno wad to update..no mood
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i tink i cared too much, forgettin tt i'm jus a fren
6:51 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Ok..de moment tt u all r waitin for..ok la..maybe alittle bit of u all r waitin for..i am postin~~
haha..alrite..things has not been gg v well in camp..
firstly..i aint feelin v good cos i wasn't promoted..i was told i din do much things tts y..maybe..maybe jus gettin ippt silver and passin soc jus aint enough..not tt i care whether i was promoted..i am jus an nsf..bt..since everyone was promotin except mi, in which me and my other frens tot i would be promoted bt i wasn't..i am curious and upset of cos..and i was told tt i dint do much things..o well..so be it..
secondly..i got 7 extras for one stupid reason..scannin for my fren de card..we din even noe tt its an offence lor..f**k..F**KING SF*..food so god darn f**king lyk SH*T liao..still dare sabo us..and wads worse is..its actually a god darn F**KING DB CASE..ma de..lucky things change to 7 extra..which is v painful oso..
lastly..i actually was not allowed to go for de AHM in which i so look forward and into because i lost to my buddy in camp in 2.4km..F**KIN loser man mi..F**KING disappointed wif myself..=/ and to make things worse..de other opportunity was given to a so call status in our company..makin mi feel as if i am not even compared to tt guy..haiz..really dam LOSER la..
actually there's still somemore other things bt this 3 is de most impact one..o well..july is jus not a good month for mi ba..=(
i don really wish to make this post..bt i tink this is de only place for mi to say everything out ba..haiz..everything jus don go right..
tink tts all for now..promise de next post will be a happier one..
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